Unraveling

I live in a world 

of daydreams and teardrops

Hoping like hell I'll be okay

Halfway between

Wishing I was someone else

and simply wishing myself away

Don't know who I am

Or who I will become

And I feel like I'm walking alone

Like even my loved ones

Are strangers to me

And there's no such place as home

And I'm falling apart

All my stitches 

unraveling 

And I fear it won't be long

Until there's no such thing

as me

Joke of the Day-2

Two men are conversing at a bar:

Guy 1: So I went to the doctor today.

Guy 2: Oh yeah?

Guy 1: Yeah. He told me I really need to watch my drinking.

Guy 2: Then why did you come here?

Guy 1: Because this bar has a mirror.

Last Apology

Forgive me for my weakness

Forgive me for my sin

Forgive me for 

the person I'm not

But could have

Should have

Been

Forgive me for my doubt

Forgive me for my fear

I must face

the myriad mistakes

I've made over

my years

True,

I have stumbled

many times

On this path that I have trod

And you may well

begrudge me

the person I am not

Still,

know that every step

I took

led me to where

I stand

You may say 

what you feel

you need to say

I 

am

who 

I 

am

Mama's Boss's Soup

Mama's Boss's Soup

A recipe for a creamy soup with past and Italian sausage that is perfect for cold weather.

Time: about 25 mins

Servings: 12

Calories: Idk,

 probably a fuckton,

 but it is so, so good

Ingredients:

1 lb Italian sausage

1 or 2 cups mushrooms (depending on taste)

1/2 a cup chopped onion

minced garlic

1 quart chicken broth

1 16 oz jar vodka sauce

1 package pasta 

(I like cavatappi, but use whatever kind you like)

1 cup whipping cream

Grated Parmesan (the kind that comes in the bag)

salt and pepper to taste

Directions:

1.Saute sausage, mushrooms, onions and garlic together in bottom of large pot on med-high heat until sausage is brown and mushrooms and onions are tender.

2. Add chicken broth and bring to a boil.

3. Add pasta and cook as long as the package says until the pasta is done.

4. Reduce heat to low, season to taste, stir in cream.

5. Cook on low for 7 minutes.

6. Serve sprinkled with Parmesan and enjoy!

(Sorry I don't have a pic, we ate it all. I'll add one next time we make it.)

Shiny

People have said

They like me better

When I'm sad

Because

I'm so much

quieter

But it's okay

I understand now

I think

Dim light

is so much

easier

on weak eyes

Coffee-cocoa

Coffee-cocoa

A recipe for a sweet, hot coffee beverage

Time: 3 min

Servings: 1

Ingredients: 

1 cup very hot coffee

1 tbsp cocoa powder

4 tbsp sugar

1/2 tsp vanilla

1/2 cup milk

marshmallows

Directions:

1. Add cocoa powder, sugar and vanilla to coffee. Stir until sugar is dissolved completely.

2. Add milk and stir until blended.

3. Microwave 15 seconds

4. Add marshmallows and enjoy!

Love and Sight

 They say 

Love is blind

I think that might

be a lie

The truth is

Love

Has very clear sight

In fact

It would seem

The beauty  of Love

Is

Love sees all,

but Love

forgives